Outsourcing Heaven’s Healing Delight 041717
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I was, am, and will be scared to death out here, so this morning, when I turned within Heaven’s Home inside the Inner Realm of forgiveness Delight, Heaven reminded me Compassion’s purpose is to outsource Heaven’s Healing ONENESS Delight by writing a little ‘light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel’ NDE sex-slave story about, all of us, sweet feral-child walking/talking portable-paradise Heavenly Miracles.
The more I visit Love Creator, within, the more sensitive to everything outside ‘of fear’ appears for me to repent. The more I repent, the more I forgive, and the more I forgive, the more I can discern out here to shine more light on, and to help make it all, just up, and disappear. Outsourcing Heaven’s Healing ONENESS Delight, so much, accesses the eclipse of Love within all fear, so as I asked for help, as I went into meditation, and prayer, Heaven’s Home, within, took me for ride right back our here cleansed.
When I am triggered into fear now, the first message on the trip to Heaven is that I surrender to all my many traumas, that can switch my allegiance back on Creation, as my Stockholm Syndrome sick loyalty to the Physical, as If I had become its worst Authoritarian Centralization mind-controlled follower. Compassion for others, as myself is the name of the road back inside Heaven Home, and I remember all the ways outside-fear batters us with Blackmail=Burnout.
“No Name” is on the meditation car, that fills our huge bus on the way into the same Spiritual Sovereign Heaven, but some, still imagine, all this suffering is their fault, when Delight fills their Heart again with the memory of, so much Creator Love outsourcing Authentic Humans right back at ya`s. I am lucky to see the name of the Road to Heaven because it is a well traveled road for this old Blessed-soul, so in an instant when all that Delight welcomes me home again inside Heaven, it becomes a ‘no-brainer’ to choose to come back here, because I understand we are, all outsourcing Heaven’s Love Source, but many lifetimes we, just forget.
Either I am a slow learner, or I am, so filled with Love’s Delight, that it’s more of a miracle that I, even ‘want’ to come back here to shine a little more Light, from all the discernment that continual forgiveness triggers. It Seems that I am an Indweller of Living Waters Delight, Blue Tiger Kindness, that remembers Love so well, Heaven is where I commute to, and from ever-new Joy-day.
This Ascension effort of, so many humans, and all the friendly visitors that are cheering us on, has upped the ante, just a little bit more than usual, but this, also brings the accumulated barking Dawg gambler’s “Tell”, that can’t seem to choose Compassion Road, as if they imagine ‘our’ Heaven will become ‘their’ worst “Hell”. All this life, and death tension ambivalence takes me right back to my childhood, when I traveled over Compassion Road many times, even before I knew How to spell Tell’s Hell, or Home is where Heaven is, within Spiritual Sovereign Love outsourcing Delight.
No wonder some of us get, really frightened!!! Many children die before they know what hits them, and those that survive the draft-insanity Blackmail=Burnout go, so crazy with shock, that evil seems to be in charge of changing the name on the way to Heaven. Imagine a child where even the word “Mother” scares the bejesus right out of my ‘drafty’ mind, and where marriage seems like the name of the Family-tree where Blackmailed children, never fall far from underground Vatican-tunnel ISIS Child-sacrifice Mother-mafia mercenary forests?
This Ascension effort that, also brings forth everything that isn’t is, more triggering than usual, but I am lucky to travel Compassion Road, so much, that back home in Heaven knows my 007-meditation racing car’s name. It flies right past the slow huge bus, smack dab right into the Blue Tiger Flux flowing Delight, within enlightening liquefiable Love energy Effulgence, my familiar neutrino-iconic well-oiled Love-outsourcing Source-replicator.
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About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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