Easter Hits 041517
There seems to be an Inner Child Spirit shining more brightly this Ascension Easter, and I can feel ancient feelings from being made to feel insane, and helpless, when I was first programmed in Satanic torture Kuru-ridicule. My particular level of childhood torture included sex slavery, and annihilation traumas, so that level of terror from within me, co-created many ritual abuse survivors when they were, actually suffering group sex slavery, and group sacrifices, just before it was their turn to die for the Leader-cannibal Cause.
One Hit from Holy Spirit this Easter is about a vision of changing my idea, that we are ‘programmed’, to we ‘are’ the, very Satanic program, itself, imbedded, so deep in our Collective Religious Satanic Consciousness, that negative elemental fields of Morphogenetic disregard-energy mature inside, every human new-source of complicit Satanic-cellular morbid divisive-gravity. Another Hit from Holy Spirit this Easter includes a compliment to being the, very Satanic program itself, is that schools aren’t just a feminist fountainhead of divisive-malevolence, but really ‘are’ Satanic-programs, themselves too.
In a direct experience during a surrender to letting go of education, like everything else I am letting go of, an insider disclosed to me, that it’ is the ‘purpose’ of schools to cull out half the population so that 400 Freshman, for example, would become 200 Seniors in, just four years, every year/day/minute of every time poor students from outlying towns could be put on the prison-train to poverty, sickness, addiction, mental illness, or death. I had noticed small towns outside the large-town host were getting abused, and ridiculed into disappearing, so I had started groups after school for those who wanted to get together to self disclose, and learn to Listen to each other, to form a nucleus bond, and to make it through normal-school bigotry/bully/prison-train humiliation.
During public hearings in my nurturing folk-hero favor, a couple ‘suits’ invited me to become a legislator, to which I explained no, no, no, thank you very much, but I can’t raise my head above any membrane-illusion, without going the way of any other dead martyr. Administration had become as activated as any other feminist-redneck operation, so I, also am getting another Easter Hit, that those who got rid of me for supporting kids who needed nurturing, were not just red neck feminists, but were the drug dealers themselves, and are, still the Satanic school infiltrators, that run all public School prison-trains to Child-death/sacrifice.
Another Easter Hit from Holy Spirit weaving these light visions together is about how the administration hides their 50% drop-out, by forming central districts for empty brick and mortar expensive vocational schools, so those poor students don’t count as drop outs, and the drop out rate remains at 3%, no matter how many culled freshman get thrown under the Prison-bus. I surrender, already to how Mothers divide up Families for the Vatican ISIS perks, that come from divorce, and I, already experience how feminist schools are, not only feminist fountainheads, and Satanic vortices of evil prisons, but realizing I am the, very Satanic programming, itself, has triggered how I felt other’s insanity for the, realer social norm crazies.
Holy Spirit has been waiting for me to experience my enlightening Sovereign Spiritual Center of Immortal Love, before allowing me to experience the new depth of our Satanic Earth, because the more my Mother, schools, and normal life abused us together, the more my Stockholm Syndrome sick loyalty made me, even more addicted to Mother Earth-fail; Satanic Earth on its best day for all of us, on, or off the same poison/prison train.
“ I am Satanic Programming, itself” O M G; ain’t that something? I’m not, just programmed; I am filled with social-norm traumatized sleeping sheeple Morphogenetic disregard, as a Zombie Satanic-initiate on Satanic Earth, not, just Feminist Earth/Mother/Valentine/Teacher/ bastard/ex-father Earth, but the whole kit and caboodle, sleeping giant Collective Satanic-mob Consciousness Cell-division blind, and deaf-in-denial Satanic Karmic-lifetimes Earth-dissonance.
Many Twoness-freaks will want to deny their ONENESS with my Easter revelation gratitude, but the last I checked on ONENESS, it means whatever One experiences is experienced at least a little bit by every other person that ever was, is, or will be….The One-and-the-same, gender free Spirit, all inclusive deeper than, ever Easter-realized, Satanic program, ‘itselfers’. Thank You Holy Spirit for allowing me to experience the forgiveness Truth of Love at my Light center enough to advance my surrender intention Delight, to humble myself to become, even ‘meeker’ to ONENESS Spirit Conscience.
I am grateful for Good Friday to repent my old devotion to the Collective Satanic Earth Consciousness, and to allow Easter Hits, to debrief me again, to trust ONENESS Spirit Conscience more, as I look Christ right in the face, and Trust my new discoveries are nothing to fix/blame/deny at all, but to forgive others, as myself, deeper than we, ever knew before I was this Easter-ready. I was forced to feel insane as a little helpless child, so I can thank God for last night’s biggest Hit, when I felt, almost as imbedded-crazy again, as that old feeling was ‘leaving’ my repentant-need to, not take the Hit again, for my innate innocence increasing ever-new Rotor-router Easter-joy today, already.
Ready, Willing, and Able Pine Cone
Easter-Ascension Holy Spirit #1 Hit
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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Easter Hits 041517